So here I am again. At that one same point.
I’ve gotten to this point where I don’t even know how to say things anymore and sometimes I wonder if I should even bother…
I think it’s pretty clear to see that I have a lot of problems and that I’m a roller coaster of emotions. But how did I get this way, did he make me like this? Have I always been like this? I don’t know. I’m sure a psychologist could tell me. Why aren’t I there yet? It’s embarrassing… expensive… I don’t know.
It’s not nice when people say that what you say isn’t normal or how you react isn’t normal. It’s even worse when the one who is saying it is your partner, one of the people who made me the way I am.
So who even decides what’s normal and what isn’t. Is there like a rule book or something I didn’t know about?
'You can't always get what you want'- The Rolling Stones 