Every time you keep hoping and expecting that he’ll change, and you wait for the day to come. You wait and you wait.
Bu the day never comes.
They let you down and they put you down, and nothing ever changes. The person who you thought loved you most, is now your worst enemy. You let yourself get hurt, over and over and then you cry and hope that one day things will change, but you already know they won’t.
You stick around though, you keep coming back for more because you just hope that this time things will be different. Then you get hurt. Things get said, and he compares you to other girls your age and it’s the final straw. He thinks you’re mad because he did’t take you shopping but it’s not that at all. Over and over throughout the year you’ve been compared to other girls your age and how much better they do everything and how much mature they are but you know it’s not like that, you know you’re better. But you can’t get the words out your head, words that had been repeated so many times before and you start to believe them.
It pains you to think that the person you once fell in love with would say those things to you now.
You’re not strong enough yet and so it turns into a vicious circle that you can’t get out of, maybe not now and maybe not ever.
'You can't always get what you want'- The Rolling Stones 